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Sunday, September 02, 2007 @ 11:50 PM
I'm a little exhausted from reading all that MA gibberish. Okay maybe not gibberish since its written by 3 PhD holders. I think I just don't have that accounting-ness in me.
I think I tend to appear can't-be-bothered sometimes just so people won't know how much its affecting me. I know I can't be feeling as bad as you are. But its just f-ed up cos' I know I lost a friend for sure.
You know how sometimes pride stands in the way of seemingly logical thoughts.
I just hope you are fine though I didn't pick up that phone to call you to check because. Because.
I know its not the best arguments of all. I could have said a thousand other things.
But its been a long time I feel so detached from everything. Even from my own feelings. Cos' sometimes I don't act the way I feel anymore. Example: I hate accounting, but I am torturing myself into studying it for the past 2 days. Another example: Okay, I decided this is not a good example after thinking about it, so I'm not gonna type it.
Aiya shit. I just feel damn bad the entire day because I know I've let someone down real bad.
But you reminds me of how I used to be.
And although its been so long. Almost a year. This question has still been on my mind: why did you leave?
And anyway, I just parted with 2 weeks worth of hard-earned money on bills. I'm officially broke. :)
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